Im Yo...Free Speaka/ Knowledge and truth seeka/Wordplay somethn crazy/ gotcha runnin out ya sneakas/Pullin ya mind in, controllin ya every move/ IM Commanda in Cheif/to me YOU got somethn to prove/Takin dis journey called life so serious/Walkin with faceless shadows nameless and mysterious/Thinkin that you know da kidd/tryna match my every step/ try as you might my nigga but my secrets are WELL kept/ Wait...Hol' up...aiight if you wanna/ step into my world and follow me where Im gonna....LEAD/ SYKE!! nigga Im playin/ you bitin ass bitches dont follow MY plan/ My bodys still here/my mind is on another galaxy/ far from ya vision and way beyond reality/ In my verbal rocket/You can blast me out ya speakas/ Have you so addicted like some crystal meth tweakas/ Hahaaaa yeah...I took dat from the "HANGOVER"/ Fuckin wit my shit could leave you niggas wit a hangova/ Many niggas say my rhymes are too verbose/ Shuttin niggas mouths and leave they ass comatose/ Like a irritatin itch dats hard to scratch/ U bitch ass punk I gotchu whinin like a cabbage patch...Kid/ ya heard what i said/ P***y muhfuckka all yall walkin round dead/ no substance, no life, no business about ya/ How the fuck you gettin mad cuz i forgotten about ya/ Nigga Im on my shit Im grindin till i Die/ No time for the BS bird bitches can fly by/ Ya cant fuck wit me I got dat intergalactic stamina/ You old news homie I can get ya own bitch mad at ya/ Dead is ya life in the pages of my book/ I got you back on yo fuck shit from the life of MINE that you took/ You used to be a chapter in my life I just closed it/ Im goin in yo ya dumb ass, throwin punches NEVER forfeit/ You talk mad shit like a mediocre bitch/ Psshh I cut you down to size and left ya pride on a post it......DONE

©MoniqueWilliams2010

"WHAT GRINDZ MY GEARZ"

You know what GRINDS MY GEARS???


1.) When you're in wal mart and some bad ass kid is actin a damn fool throwin shit, screaming and hollering at they're Mothers, and all their mothers say is "Stop doing that Billy".....I say break ya foot off in that lil niggaz ass and tell him to STFU and sit in the cart..

2.) When cops get mad when u riding right next to them goin the same speed they are....the effin jerks

3.) When u go in the shower in the dorms and you see strings of hair that aint yours hangin from the nob...*shutters*

4.) When a female/male come to talk to you all up in ya face space and they breath be on 10 like a bitch, then they get mad when u dont wanna open yo mouth to speak back to they ass...SMH grab some scope or some bleach and kill that hallitosis lmao

5.) When u be at the club and you start dancing with a girl from the back, then she turn around and a damn herpes lookin female wit a horse mouth be in ya face...on that note all i say is "Well I Be DAMNED"

6.) It grinds my gears when females take this whole "COLORFUL" outfit shit too far...They step out the house lookin like a damn Crayon Box..WTF

7.) When females dont recognize that they are just an option and not a priority when the nigg u fukkin is fukkin someone else...tsk tsk tsk ladies do better

8.) When ppl put on the biggest front for the ppl they are around and then expect you to respect them as if u dont see what they're doing...BITCH PLEASE...Real can recognize fake too so stall that shit right where you at and remain...

9.) Whats the deal with "certain ppl" wear flip-damn-flops in the fukkin winter, they catch the Hybrid flu and stupidly wonder why this is happening to them....Well let me answer that shit...CUZ YOU STOOPID YA DUMB HEFFAS AND DUDE HEFFAS...

10.) Dammit ima say it...It grinds my gears when some white folks act a certain way when around black folks...I mean, a simple greeting can become such a 'WHAT THE FUKK' moment so quick...for example:
>>>Jo John to white boy Mikey: " hey Mikey hows it going man, yeah dude HI FIVE"
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11.) When ppl dont respect the damn CROSS WALK...NO MATTER WHAT THE WALKERS, HAVE THE RIGHT OF WAY FOR GOD'S SAKE...Ive almost gotten hit too many damn times bc of these non drivin ass somma ma bitches lmao

12.) When ppl you really dont have the energy for be all up in ya space and in ya face just bothering you just at the fact that they are there...thats mean but all yall know its true

13.)When a particular professor is a dick head and knows it and tries to come out they face to you and expect you to be the civil one and just stand there and take it...HEEYOO NAH...nope nope we both adults if u wanna treat me like a damn child ima treat you like the bitches asshole you are...YUPPERS

14.) When someone you think is the FINEST thang that ever hit ur eye socket, be all up on some unfortunate lookin botch...MAINE THAT SHIT BLOWS THE HELL ATTA ME...*whooo takes a holy ghost step back*

15.) These "FOLLOWER" ass bitches ive had the unpleasant pleasure of witnessing always under some girls ass just so they can like you, be at they beck and call, will jeapordize your character and sense of self just to fit in....if anything it gets yu laffed at and talked about ladies...im sorry but its true..

16.) Biting ass hatin ass niggaz who be jockin on females who's style is betta than yours...yep this is for the niggz hatin on the lesbo stud girls...Dont get mad...just take notes my dude lmao bwahahaha

17.) When you got that late night stomach problem and u gotta hit the head like a tornado, but you rush in there, do yo business, be in sheer bliss, then u quickly fall back to reality when ya ass aint gots no CHARMIN...

18.) Traffic on "400" at 5 oclock...LAWWWDDDD makes you wanna die lmao

19.) When GA gets just a lil bit of a snow FLURRY and trip the fukk out...get like 2 inches of snow and start news casting that shit on 10 talkin bouts SNOW STORM 2009 and shit...GET YO SHIT TOGETHA lmao

20.) When you be in the car wit ya homegirls and homeniggz then all of a sudden somebody has a silent poot and wont claim they funky ass booty stank...MAINE you betta own that butt trumpet!!

21.) You be at the club ordering ya shit at the bar, you waitin for that GOOD DRANK and u get it and all of a sudden some BANGINNN ASS BADDD mama step up to you and takes yo drink and start drinking ya shit all seductively....I be like AYE MAMI you so fine...but dammit that drink wasnt free...that will be 4 dollas, cash or charge heffa run me that cash lmao

Over-rated Swagger vs. Unlabeled Confidence

Ok, Soooooooooooooo people explain this to me......

WHAT THE FUKK IS DAMN SWAGGER??

I mean who can actually give me or anyone the definition of swagger?
I found out, just by asking random people in the hood, Lenox Mall, and DL feinds(NO NOT FRIENDS...FEINDS) get it right muhfluckkaz lol
...I found out that swagger is how you carry urself, its a certain "UMPH" that you have, your style, your persona, just in a nutshell how you carry urself....ok

hmmmmmm....that description sounds familiar right.....like idk...the word CONFIDENCE MAYBE..
HOW IN THE WORLD did the word confidence get morphed into the bullshit name "SWAGGER"...I just dont get that shit yo
I mean where ever i go, whether its to "RAINBOW FAM FRIENDLY" spots to mixed crowds, after hangin with me or speaking with me ppl have said that i have a certain swagger that is extremely catching, grabbing and on a "whole 'notha level"..im like um....wow..thanks but
FUKK YO SWAGGER, its just confidence...you can keep swagger my good sir and madam but confidence is the only word that seems to fit..

Everyone is Swagger this and Swagger that (yeah SWAGGER not SWAGGA) read a book bitches lmao
But do you really have Swagger homie and homette?
Why dont you say you are upstanding gentleman or woman and leave out that added on commercial nonsense also known as the word "SWAGGER"

WHY tag that to your name....
Get that ish atta hea..The word is sooooooo effin played out
I mean why do you feel the need to broadcast to everyone that you have soooooooo much SWAGGER?
Ok Ok homie ill put it to you this way...(WATCH THIS ONE YALL)

Swagger vs Unlabeled Confidence
I think the Unlabeled Confidence is the VICTOR here..
Why you say?.....
The Unlabeled Confidence is what one embodies without trying, without putting themselves on blast,
Its something one has without needing to let ppl know day in day out "YEAH NIGGA I GOT SWAGGER"
Bitch please my 2 year old nephew says he has swagger and he doesnt even know what the hell it is...Hell my nephew get surprised by his own fingers sometimes...* i dont think you catch what im sayin hea*
ANYONE CAN SAY THEY HAVE SWAGGER..DUHHHH...
BUT NOT EVERYONE CAN SAY THEY HAVE CONFIDENCE...* you caught that i hope*
Im saying Swagger is just some bullshit people say to make themselves look a certain way...idk.."COOL" perhaps?
Get the hell atta hea...Swagger is just a word maine...empty meaning...
When you say u have swagger...Swagger is just another damn word for Confidence when you look at it..
but why cant u just say you have CONFIDENCE...why put that God forsaken word in its place
I dont fukk with swagger, I FUKKS WITH CONFIDENCE
but nah to the lame thats caught up in todays hip hop lingo and thats all they see, they couldnt even fathom or begin to comprehend that POWER of the word CONFIDENCE alone
*tsk damn tsk* am i mad? am i upset? am i irritable?
No.....Nah...YESSIR REE BOBBY I AM lmao
U can say yo swagger makes the girls love you,
Nah nigga its not your so called swagger its CONFIDENCE
Dont disguise the word with that swagger bullshit...Be real
Little do you know that when you rarely use certain hip hop savy words, quotes, phrases and lame "sayings that these rappers and bitches use", you dont know how much more attractive females get..
I dont say shit like that except for "IT IS WHAT IT IS" and thats it
WOMEN not girls, but WOMEN seem to like me because of my CONFIDENCE, how articulate i am, how engaged i am in what THEY have to say, how much of a challenge for their mental I AM...
I dont just give them bullshit to be fed bullshit back, oh nono no
I give them something to really think about, which in turn intrigues them, which in turn has them turned on to MY mental...and we proceed from their..
But never have i ever had to stoop to the level of swagger bwahahahahahahha
that garbage i can do without that my friend for shiggity doodahhh


SOooo put down ur Swagger, pick up ur Confidence and toast to the Truth cuz its top billing & ladies love it.....and once you taste that shit, its the best you eva had my nigg..the fukking best

©MoniqueWilliams2010

Has Love taken a backseat to Lust?

**So i brought out my old book of thoughts and revelations and came upon this that i wrote like 3 years ago...Im posting it cuz well..I EFFIN WANT TO lmao**

When you hear Love whats the first thing you think about?
hm?
Ok, now that you've thought it...is that REALLY what you think love is?
or is it LUST...
Lets examine this shall we...
Lust is defined as : Coveting, passion, GREED,longing, yearning, hunger, etc...
Love is defined as: Attachment, affection, piety, devotion, passion etc.....
Love to me is the combination of Lust and the feeling of incapability of living without.
With those definitiions in place, notice 1 word is in BOTH......PASSION
*sigh* that God forsaken word
The trouble with this word is EVERYONE has a passion of some kind esp. for women
All of us do.
Thinking that this certain passion, this jolt of energy within us, is telling us that SHE is a sure thing, SHE is all that I've wanted, SHE is THIS THAT n THE OTHER
HERE IS THE KICKER...
What we fail to realize is that we confuse the passion in LUST, with passion in LOVE...
Yeah bet ya didnt see that coming..NO ONE ever does
**Follow me on this People**
These days, WE are driven by LUST, pushing our hearts out in the open like our friends pushing us out in the open to fight someone *yeah just like that*
Blinded by words with hidden meanings,
Blinded by empty hearts, that claim to give you everyting it has...which is NOTHING...
Most of all Blinded by the physical attraction that can quickly leave one stranded on the deserted island of " HOW,WHY and WHEN THE FUKK DID I GET HERE?"
Eyesight distorted by the Mirage of Pure Perfection..
**Am I making you think?**
there is NO perfection..except in the Heavens above but, down here nigga we farrrrr from perfect..
Love is desired by ALL, wanted by all, longed for by all
and we expect it to be provided to us by those who really arent worthy
**We call these ppl ENABLERS**
Those who seek to destroy you, mentally, emotionally, and physically for their own gain, and horrid satisfaction
We are driven by Lust in the beginning..I am, You are, She is, He is..EVERYONE IS..
Love is something is attained through growth and relentless and fierce vigor to make it happen
But we meer mortals let OURSELVES down and accept BullShit that is thrown our way in the quest for love
Why do we do this to ourselves?
Why do we subject ourselves to the pain and hurt for something that just seems to torture and scold us with its intense flames of deceit, and selfishness
We do it because.....Like i stated before...*watch this now*
LOVE to me is :""the feeling of incapability of living without."
Yeah we all have our OWN definitions and meanings of love but 8 times out of 10 we are not far off from what others interperet love to be to them..
Now......
Because we hurt and go through garbage situations because of this thing called LOVE,
Some of us just say these 2 words.....ahem..." FUCK IT"
when those words are spoken, it seems like we've reached the end right??
HELL DAMN NAH...lol
If the opportunity returns to us from something that "ONCE WAS"
we allow it back in, optimistically thinking and hoping for a change
I myself am guilty of this, no its not a sickness like we hope it is so we can get over it quick,
But its friggin LIFE
it happens, and SHIT happens
The lesson we should learn from BEFORE is to think with our fucking heads and not our pussys, and hearts all the time..
Know when you are being CON'ed people
Dont you think we've been fukked around enough
But even tho change WILL come good or bad,
sometimes that "FUKK IT" shit begins to REEEALLY have some meaning..
just that.....FUCK IT
and LUST becomes the victor
LUST becomes the DRIVER and LOVE is the PASSENGER in the backseat n maybe locked in the trunk
The Pussy Brain begins to take over your actual mind and one thing is all ur out to get....PUSSAAAAYYYY
No more looking for love, No more emotional trips, No more attachments
Its all about getting what you want, whenever, and from whoevers cute and willing to give up the tastey monkey
*tsk tsk* but hey like i said IT HAPPENS, and SHIT HAPPENS...
Lust consumes you, and its all you want
Many studs go through this without a second thought, and its probably due to past relationships leaving them fucked up
Same thing goes for Femmes...its a shame the things LUST n LOVE make us do
Letting down our boundaries, only to be hurt
Its NOT our intention but it happens
How is it that Lust is sooooo strong?
Is it because it can get immediate results and require less work?
Or is it just because WE CAN DO THAT? lmao
Some people have told me that sometimes you have to put love aside and focus on what you want at the time, why get attched so soon?hm
I guess We all will just remain backseat drivers and let LUST take us where ever IT wants us to go........

©MoniqueWilliams2010

Flow Attempt #4

My heart is irreplaceable/My love is incredible/the story of "THE"girl is something unbelievable/i see her in my dreamz/i see her when i wake/all thats in my body i wanted her to take/our future WAS now/your lack of love within it made it more and more at stake/I didnt want to see us part and make a huge mistake/ the progression of a learned lesson from out of place aggression is honest and true/I wanted to just do US/ but you're stuck just doing YOU/those 3 words spoken used to mean the world/ because only my lips pierced to say it was ONLY for my girl/ Now our time seems MORE than through/ I wonder WTF was i ever doing with you/False promises only perpetuated by your need for others approval/ made me look at you like ur nothing but pure evil/ Taking my heart claiming you'd never hurt me/Just as my guard shifted you stabbed me...slightly/ Regaining my sense of self and knowing I AM a gift of GOLD/ YOu never stood a chance to fit inside my mental mold/ I gave you ME, I gave YOU my all/ As you stole and watched me in my continuous fall/ I could be bitter...i deserve to be/ I could ring your fucking neck/ and do it so happily/ Fuck being Mr.Nice Guy/ all it did was bang me around all over/ Try to fuck wit me now bitch better duck for cover/ To wipe my hands of you will be the BEST thing known to my sanity/ How could a woman that seemed so humble and perfect/ Be about nothing but vanity......

~MoWillyTheQuietOne


©MoniqueWilliams2010

Flow Attempt #3

FUCK the DUMB shit nigga im passed it/you say you come hard but when I DO its somethn DRASTIC/ grabbin ya mental with my lyrical stability/ smashin all ya rhymes laid down so heavily/you think you gettin by playin me for a fool/ I shit you not bitch yo awakening gon be rude/ bitches n mo bitches penetratin my space/ can get a nigga so fuckin sick/ Ill blow up in ya face/Bitch SUCK my mental and SWALLOW my verse/ To tell the TRUTH or some LIES/ tell ME which is worse?..........

~MoWillyTheQuietOne

©MoniqueWilliams2010

Flow Attempt #2

Sittin in this world/with my heart in my hand/my mind made camp in no mans land/ watchin as it beats irratic and unstable/askin wats next gon be thrown at my table/ dont know what to do/where to turn/or if im being tested/feeling that my soul is misguided and misdirected/shakin off the shackles of suppression and hate/ in search of entire positivity so that it can replace...this....space../the devils courtyard of games, evils excitement for failure at the sight of my name/this soft tissue slowing its rhythm/not only my hand squeazing its life/ im takin my chance and ima put up a fight/ the love within me for you never ceases to increase/ but MY biggest fear is/ the love for me in YOU has a chance to decrease.........*to be continued*

~MoWillyTheQuietOne

©MoniqueWilliams2010